Sometimes in life we just have to let go for a while and then begin again. I have been struggling with my weight for a long time now, but it has gotten really out of hand. I had achilles tendon surgery on June 4th to repair a torn tendon and although I managed to maintain my weight for about 2 months after surgery, I eventually began to pack on the pounds. When I had my surgery, I was 325. Today, I am 342. Mostly because I have been really depressed and eating out of anger, frustration, bordem, and some other things, but a major factor was simply not curbing my eating while I was out of commission and was not able to exercise. It lead me to feel depressed which lead me to eat more.
I am officially at my heaviest weight and I have never felt so unhappy. And when everything else in your life is going well, being unhappy because of your weight really really sucks!
But, it's a new year and time for a new beginning. It's time for me to write a new story that has a happy and successful ending.......That ending will be the one where I lose 175 pounds and can take my life back. If I don't take my life back, death is going to permanently take it from me. So here I go.....Time to do something good for myself, I deserve it!
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